This post is a continuation of my previous posts
Phase III : Being Chaotic
My schooldays were over. I had a very short college life and that’s when i entered this chaotic phase of my life. I started questioning and doubting all the fundamentals i believed so far. Religions too were a part of them.
A couple of years back, in my church when they asked me teach the Sunday school children, the story of Adam and Eve,
I said, “No. I can’t”.
They,”Why don’t you?”.
I said, “No. I don’t believe that story anymore for it looks like a cartoon story. How could i teach something, that even i don’t believe?”.
“What the hell do you mean?”, now the tone was different and I could see certain eyes were getting red.
“I don’t mean anything, I just question. How there was so much wisdom entrapped in a fruit?? Just by eating that how did Adam and Eve became the wisest of all creatures and the first sinners of the human race?”.
“Don’t you question the word of the lord. They are holy secrets”.
I replied saying,”There are no secrets. If there are, they are meant to be revealed”
My church elders cursed me, “How dare you deny the very truth of the lord. It is written in the holy book and the whole world believes it. How do you deny it, little Moron”.
I said, “I don’t question the presence of Lord or Satan. Let’s assume that I believe their presence, but how could a simple fruit make the whole human race filled with seeds of sin?”
“What the hell do you think, might have happened then?”.
I replied, “I guess, Eve must’ve had an intercourse with Satan (if there was somebody called Satan). Hence there was the seed of sin. In such case we are all heirs of Satan, not of the Lord your God”.
They must’ve really found it Chaotic.
Some say, “You are different”.
Some say, “You are abnormal”.
Some say, “You are chaotic”.
Very few say, “You are nothing”… and I prefer that.
P.S. : No religious sarcasm intended. Discussions are very welcomed and appreciated.